it was when i hit my lowest point and you weren't there, when i decided to just let you go. it was indeed the shittiest moment that could happen in my life. only to find myself getting hit by the train yet you weren't the one who saved me.. while others were trying so hard to stop me from bleeding--it almost felt like that.
i thank you though, for being such a selfish person, so i could break us without having the slightest regret. i think it was the easiest break up that i ever experienced. i only regret why it took me this long to realise about it. yet i pity myself because i must face the big painful event to just let one bad person go.
now i only want to pursue happiness with happy people around me. those who i found really care and love me in however situation i'm in.. and oh, how i hope this will go well..
enough with the sadness,
i'm about to be the happiest version of me.
insya Allah...
